Straying Finder

I have found
What I thought was heaven
What seemed like a joy
In the aching distance
I have heard
The shrill of excitement
By the open arms
Waiting in afar from me
I have touched
Through the boundaries
Across the limits
Between me and there

I have called
Upon silly people
Met with a laughter
That I can't mistake
I have recounted
To those who are near
What is to be known
By only myself
I have awoken
Beyond this slumber
To experience things
That keeps me trailing

I have heard
The shrill of excitement
By the open arms
Waiting in afar from me
I have touched
Through the boundaries
Across the limits
Between me and her

All of the waiting
To hear an answer
Leaves me a solitary
All the ignorance
I have to empathize
Won't hear me if I cry